GFM, inconsistent, on top of it, my dream.

[Lupita]

It seems like everybody who gave advise think I should take the opportunity. I will.
Thank you.
Today is Saturday and my son did not answer the phone. I pay his cell phone and he did not answered.
I feel as if I lost part of me.
It is very difficult to let go. Very difficult.
Thank you for your responses.

[Leah]

Dear Lupita,

Truly, I do have genuine empathy with you in the letting go aspect.

I had to let my son go, and likewise, he is my only child.

Tears that flowed, oh so frequent, and my tummy hurt too.

But, I never told anyone about it, kept it to myself.

Love to you,

Leah

[Lupita]

Every day he told me "Hola mama", every day in the morning. When I took him to dormotories at 17 years old, that morning was the last morning I heard "HOla mama".
After that, he came week ends and vacation, until he came one weekend and skeep one, then once a month, then only on vacation.
Now, it is Sunday after church we get together and eat. Vacation just a few dasy on Christmas time. That is it.
This year he did not say Hola mama. He got up and ignored me, the first thing to do is to call "the other woman", and then, got some ceral and milk. He always asked me to fix breakfast for him. Not this year.
Well, Lea, god gives us children like borrowed, we borrow children and then we have to give them back.
It is hard, very hard.
I believe my son is ignoring me in purpose to show to his GF that he is independent.
Oh well, we have to build a new life.
Just dont have the desire or energy.

[lighter]

Sorry it hurts so much, Lupita.

I guess you get moving on new interests when the energy presents itself.

Don't beat yourself up when you're feeling low and not able to move.