Hi Leah,
This one of the reasons i hate trying to conduct relationships with N's, either as personal relationships or as friends or bosses. They turn such things as integrity and honor against us. If part of your integrity includes being honest and frank, then an N will use that against you to create a one-way flow of informtation that can be used against you.
I hate how my experiences with N's made me stifle my goodness and empathy. I really hoped that love and honor would win over those people , but they became weapons to use aganst me.
I think there is truth to that bible verse, the one that warns that a black ox should never be yolked to a white ox. We white ox's can only be our best around one another.
Thanks so much for the post; it is wonderful
X bella
Thank you,
BellaSharing as you have done, truly, is greatly valued and so very much appreciated, sharing your life experience, of having had your own integrity and honor turned against you, as a weapon. It really does cut deeply, I think.
So very true, that integrity and honor, is what the ' N's ' despise and seek to destroy. The very words out of my NSister and XNH after they had formed an alliance together, in betrayal of my trust, were just that, horrid words and actions, in pre-planned sabotage of my good name and character, which is now, thankfully, at long last, restored.
Personally, my integrity did include being honest and frank, in business/career world, and in personal interactive life with people. I was loved and respected for being, me, Leah, and popular, which I now realize, was a thorn in their side. They certainly did use anything they could come up with; jumbled information, and, projective parts of their own life, which was all sewn together, as a weapon to forge against me. Then followed by their creative one-way flow of information, which was used against me. All of which, was crazymaking.
How was I to know that they were an item, they were so cunningly clever, as affirmed in 3D life. I have forgiven them, but could never go back for more. Not even a crumb of niceness would entice me back into their fold. No longer naive, what would be my excuse? Stupid I think.
There must surely be multitudes of people who have suffered the same, my life story is not unique, merely, one of the many many heartbroken lives out there. Often, their crime is that they were simply, nice. From the true life accounts read to date.
Grateful thanks,
Love, Leah