I began reading Twiggy today. (I did not venture into Members' Stories until I started posting and I have not read any posts until I read Twiggy today. - too difficult for an unknown reason.)
I understand the issue of being stuck - no amount of determination and desire can overcome it. I have found a couple of things I am trying to get past the stuckedness. Two of the techniques are on the Emofree.org website. Here are the links:
http://www.emofree.com/tutorial/tutormthirteen.htmhttp://www.emofree.com/articles/psychological-reversal.htmI am determined to get past my stuckedness. I want you to get past yours also - I want more and more of us to get past stuckedness. I need to know that it can be done - that I can do it.
I am powerfully struck that you Shunned, preceded Twiggy. It gives me an idea about myself. I think that the person "I want to be" is the person who existed before she was completely bound into the person I am. I don't have a name for her but I am going to try to separate the two of us and work on reverting to and tapping into the strength and convictions taht belonged that person who I once was.
Thank you -
look into the reversal. Consider trying listing each and every memory. I am creating a worksheet and keeping a notebook to list any and every thing that comes to mind. Then I am going to systematically work through each and every one. I want out of this dark closet. I want to be free. I want you to be free.