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When we are voiceless, who are we really?
BlueTopaz:
That was me, "BlueTopaz" above.....
Anonymous:
bluetopaz you had the brain tumour fears to! thank you for your words. my family was never bleiving me too and when i find these things i want to show them how cruel they were and wrong but i think they will always find the excuses to look at me as the bad and crazy one because they want to hide the truth of their abuse and sick ways.oh well.its only infos to help me and this is what matters!!for me and feeling good and to know i am well and ok.i'm sorry for my english and i hope its ok too.,
thankyou
seeker:
Hi everyone!
DG, you made me laugh with the Approval Seeker pun. :D Totally "got" me. And thanks again for asking around about me. It really felt pretty good to be missed by someone. Hugs to you. From now on, I'll try to remember to log on. I've been posting as guest (it's faster) and then signing my posts.
Thanks, all, for clarify the depersonalization idea. No, I don't do this/have this. But I felt for you BT when you described panic attacks and how long you have had them with no help. Ay. My panic attacks started only during a "war" with my NSIL. I can't imagine what it would be like to grow up with someone as damaging as her with no help. I think I would feel totally destroyed.
What a lifesaver this board is to have people who understand what continual attacks on your very being feels like. Fortunately in my case, I am an adult and one who didn't experience these before and got help right away with no one stopping me. My H was a veritable rock (in the good supportive sense) during all of this.
That's interesting stuff about the NDE people, DG. I've read some of the accounts of the books which I find has really changed my perspective and helped me be a little more forgiving about people who are difficult. I didn't know how detached the experience could make the NDE'ers. But it makes sense.
Hugs, Seeker
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