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river:
--- Quote from: Hopalong on June 04, 2011, 09:03:49 PM ---Several years ago someone on this board raved about a super-food (one of those whole foods, greatly concentrated greens powders things). I took it in smoothies and it helped a LOT! Energy changed, everything.
Then I slacked off (it ain't cheap) -- and just this week started doing this every day again. I feel very very very different than I did a week ago. I swear. Life isn't perfect but it has lifted my mood as well as my energy.
It tastes like eating a field (meaning a mix of grass and dirt, bleahh). But if you add a cup of frozen berries and maybe a handful of kale or whatever and then blend really well, it's like sort of weird tasting sludge...not good but not hideous. I just stand at the sink and relax and drink it down. Always happy to have a cuppa tea after and always glad I did it.
(I bought some called Green Vibrance...good stuff.)
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Is that what this stuff is called?> thinking maybe I should try it.
Sorry for not reading the whole of this thread, but wanted to add my pennies worth: if a T told me to take a drug it'd be the last they'd see of me, and I'd give them an opinion or 3.
Bones said
--- Quote --- finally walked over to her and said: "Shut the F*** UP! This is HIS WEDDING DAY! IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU!!!" (Yeah, I paid the price, later, for doing that and, at the same time, I didn't see any other option.)
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Crikey, that sounds like a movie that needs to be made! I'd love to have been there : )
BonesMS:
Thanks, River!
That day was a complete headache for me dealing with BOTH NWomb-Donor and NGCB! I wasn't permitted to be in any of the wedding photos because I was informed that I was "only the Queen's chauffeur" and not considered a member of the family, (even though I am, unfortunately, blood-related). Both of them made it quite clear they didn't want to be seen with a "Retard". (They called me with that label a LOT back then!) BLEAH!!!!!! :P
Bones
river:
Well, when you are the person who had the gumtion and the courage to say what I suspect was the truest words spoken that day, you contributed a gift. It may not have been recieved, but they felt the need to character assasinate you, so thats a kind of information in itself, even tho it still doesnt feel good to be attacked, no matter what.
Was there actually anyone there who recognised what you did?
BonesMS:
--- Quote from: river on July 23, 2011, 03:56:14 PM ---Well, when you are the person who had the gumtion and the courage to say what I suspect was the truest words spoken that day, you contributed a gift. It may not have been recieved, but they felt the need to character assasinate you, so thats a kind of information in itself, even tho it still doesnt feel good to be attacked, no matter what.
Was there actually anyone there who recognised what you did?
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Unfortunately, no. With regards to everyone who attended the wedding that day, I have seen none of them since. There were no comments to me or anything. I recall seeing some people blink but...not a word. It's as if THEY were voiceless!
Bones
river:
Well they were, and you werent!
Here, you've got one fan here on cyberspace!!
Really tho, there are situations like that, I've been in many, Im a lone voice and it has felt very isolating. And then sometimes, tho not always, I may get some feedback years and years later, and someone tells me that I helped in ways I had no idea of at the time. I think its about 'we do the right thing' and the results are up to ~~~ (God)~~~ or universe etc. Im giving you the badge of courage anyway.
In another way tho, recently I've been playing more beneath the radar in my current training, have had to keep it very diplomatic as I have decided I want to get to the end of the training. I've noticed that even tho its a 'humanistic' institute, its only humanistic as long as you comply. But I dont comply in anyway more than I have to.
How was it for you after that event? If you had said nothing you do you think you would have come away feeling ill becuase it would feel like you had participated in the denial?
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