Wondering about our friend in the wheelchair who used to be here so often. Is she well? I can't find her name or old posts here. I can't pull her name out of my brain! There are many of us who go away and I pray that they leave with skills and knowledge that make life happier. I miss all of you - went over the list of members and wonder where so many of you are!
I have been happy. So much of what you have taught me here has helped with my outlook and understanding. I am not angry anymore. I have moved on. Sadly, my kids know their grandmother is not normal. They pieced it together. As, I said, my sister recognizes all of the strangeness and sickness now and that helps me tremendously - I don't feel alone. I still have my husband's mom to show me what motherly love is. And I have made and raised great kids. I adore them and they make me so happy.
I will go back and see my parents this summer. No doubt it will be trying, but I will get through!!!
Love you guys!
