PR, GS, Seasons, M02, Mud, Axa, forgive me if I missed anybody...
Thank you!
I am coping okay with the legal stuff. Realizing that at the moment, my brother has lost a lot of his power to terrify me. He has initially refused my buy-out offer, but it's stupid of him to do that, and at some point he may want the money more than he wants to be difficult. We'll see. Meanwhile I'm taking one thing at a time.
I do want to stay, just don't have the energy to leap forward.
I've realized I'm mildly depressed, so am taking steps to find a new counselor for some short-term talk therapy about the transition.
I'm letting go of fantasies about a future with Gennulman, as well. He has been a extremely dear friend and wonderful support, but I just CAN'T have an unemployed alcoholic boyfriend at this age. I'm just not willing, and I'm slowly overcoming the guilt. He, and his sister, have been amazing help to me. But I don't owe them my life in return.
Duh.
I'm resting a lot and looking forward to small pleasures...like watching Marley & Me tonight.
love and thanks to all of you, whom I now don't have to fear losing any time soon, since Doc G saved the board!
xxxxxxxxooooooo,
Hops