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My brother and just life and stuff
Meh:
I got through my work day
I made it home
I am getting emails from my mother about my father being in possession of my stuff so now my father and mother are teamed up I guess now that my brother is dead, a rather new alliance there
Trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my day
Wondering if I can come up with some kind of "plan" for the future
Meh:
Going to do errands and shop inefficiently on my Sunday off of work. :)
Meh:
My shopping was not very eventful. Still haven't gotten "winter-wear".
Instead I screwed around in the dollar store, bought some tinsel garlands and just got finished wrapping them together in spirals to make them twist of two colors.
My inner child loves tinsel LOL--no for real she really does. Now I have an issue with glitter on the floor. I better clean it up.
Meh:
Another day, just time going by. Working and nothing else.
Twoapenny:
--- Quote from: Green Bean on November 07, 2013, 11:13:19 PM ---I called my father because he now has $800.00 worth of my personal belongings.
Pretty much he wanted to tell me his stupid justification for now owning my stuff which I bought brand new. I told him he could have gone out and gotten his own stuff.
I started yelling on the phone at him I called him a piece if sheet. He said I was being verbally abusive.....ah duh....
I really want him to go away, I don't like him.
It only confirms to me that it was true that I was voiceless when I was growing up. My voice never mattered.
Now so many years down the road all I could really do was listen to my own voice talking louder than his during this "conversation".
Basically if he wants something he is just going to be a slime bag about it.
I need to go turn the microwave on again. Be back in a few.
--- End quote ---
Ah, Green. My mum did something similar, with jewellery of mine that she had for safe keeping and then denied having. It was all about control and mind games. I walked away from it. For me, the most powerful weapon in the fight against 'them' was silence - to completely ignore, not to respond to anything, not to interact in any way shape or form. I haven't always managed to do it. Sometimes I've been so angry I've let rip. But on the whole I've acted like they don't exist. ((((((((((((((((((((((Green))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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