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Meh:
Eh, my roommate is now having a work from home schedule so my plan for the whole shift change doesn't make much of a difference as it turns out.

There is a manager at my job who is flirting with me. Actually tickled me today, yah, I'm not offended, it's entertaining but highly not work appropriate but then again the whole company has ow standards in that regards.

So I am slightly wondering if there is any chance that anything would come of it.

To make it weirder he is a different race, so that adds another layer of haziness of like "how am I suppose to respond to this/interpret this/ are there some kind of special cultural rules" etc.

the manager /co-worker thing is probably the messier part of it

It would make my brain explode if I were to think about it so I am not.

Plus the fact that if he was kind of serious he should just ask out on a date or something. Which the idea of honestly terrifies me.

This has nothing to do with voicelessness. But hey honestly I Can't formulate a single plan in my head about this. Nor do I even know if I should say anything to him about it. Not saying anything is rather passive.

Meh:
Yep, today I got teased for blushing by that guy etc.

I haven't responded to this stuff directly.

Not really sure if I want to do anything about it.

Meh:
Well he didn't flirt with me at all today. I think maybe he was tired from his weird shift and all.

Heh look at me wanting it to turn into a date or something like that

Meh:
Was on a dating site, there was a photo of an older women in some guys pictures who looked a lot like my mother. It makes me think how some part of me still wants to say like:

"I miss you, I wish we could see each other more often"

It's like maybe I miss the façade of who I WANT her to be. I miss like that ideal love-object... not even ideal, just sentient at least.

There is something about Nar people that one could say it's like they are non-sentient. Any whos..

I know I don't miss my mother, but I miss what I could have had in a family still and now I am getting quite old to feel that way. I judge it as baby-ish.

Hopalong:
Heck no, it's not babyish.

Check out the comments with this article: http://newoldage.blogs.nytimes.com/2014/01/20/a-risk-in-caring-for-abusive-parents/

People right up through middle age and beyond have the same feelings.

You never outgrow a need for love, even when you are forced to look for it elsewhere.

Hops

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