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Hi I have been gone awhile ....Moonlight <3

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Hopalong:
Moon, what a JOY to hear from you again!
I am totally thrilled for you. It all makes so much sense.

WHAT deep work and healing you've been doing.

And I'm with your daughter...except that I always thought you were a love bomb.

Much love and delight,
Hops

moonlight60:
Hops....

Your kind words are so wonderful to hear....well I do not know who I thought I was ....sometimes confused sometimes angry ...everything in between...
mostly I remember being afraid....and trying to hide it...my fear is less than ever...
Hops.... I always remembered you saying if you are blue or sad go out and volunteer....I did that...... I joined a group that helps teenagers and young kids to understand Bullying.....something sadly I know all too well.
And I owe you so very much for that understanding.....you helped me in my healing process.... well I am a work in progress ....a lot less fear.
So Dear Hops... thank you so much for your kindness and wise words.......
and your beautiful soaring free soul...

Love and Light Always,
Moon

Sela:
Wow!  Moon!  As Hops put it:  that does sound like a lot of work!  (Hiya Hops!).

But well worth it, as you say.  Now you have peace!  What a reward!  That's wonderful!

As to your next goal…..you are only human Moon.  You have to screw up, some times.  It's impossible not to eh?
It's a challenge to work on this forgiving oneself stuff though for sure.  Why do so many have such a hard time with that?
Why do people expect or accept more…better….less screw ups….. from themselves than others?  I think a lot of people do that.

Keep working on it, Moon, and you'll get there.  Look how far you've come?

As for me…….ride a motor cycle?  Nope.  Not me.  Must be confused with someone else.  I have an aversion to motor cycles because my brother had
a very bad accident on one. Permanent  brain damage.  Not pretty and didn't turn out well.  Give me 4 wheels over two anytime!!

 Maybe you were thinking of my hubby's tractors and bull dozer etc?  If so, yes, we
still have a parade day, every year.  We invite a bunch to join us with wagons full of people.  We usually go for a few hours tractor pulling wagons ride, often to a certain destination. like
a park or a country museum….once, even an art gallery, hidden away in a barn!!  We bring a lunch, enjoy the ride, visit the destination and then return for a bar-b-que and corn roast.
It's fun but the people are getting older and it's hard to get the younger ones interested.  Tractors are slow, you know.  :?  Not very exciting.  Oh…..but the feel of the warm breeze and the smells of hay and the cow stuff…….the lovely sights that you get to see because you are driving by so slowly……are all wonderful!   :)   I look forward to it every year!

moonlight60:
Oh Sela ...How very sorry I am....My twin brother passed from a motorcycle accident...Oh please do forgive me.......Our brothers lost to us ....oh how can you forgive my getting mixed up?????.....I hate motorcycles...we were 27 when my twin passed ...oh dear I am so sorry...well stupid me......crying.....too too sorry to say anything.....but forgive me.....I did not understand our experience was so ...awe geez ...so very sorry....

sad moon for being so dumb ....

moon

Sela:
Oh no, no, no Moon!  Not to worry!

How would you know?  There is no way.

What happened to my brother was a very long, long time ago and though he was severely hurt, he is still alive.
He is a completely different person and most people would think he is a bit odd but…….not awful by far.
I see and hear from him depending on his mood.   For me, it's not like having a brother but rather an acquaintance who
chooses when we will visit.  I don't push it, with him and just accept things as they are.   What else can I do?  He has brain damage.

So, it is I who is sorry Moon, for your loss of your brother.  I didn't know about him either but still I'm sorry to hear
we have both experienced similar tragedy involving motor cycles.  They are sure dangerous machines but so are all machines, really, eh?

In your case, to lose a twin, in the prime of life, must have been such a huge, horrible loss.  I'm so sorry Moon.  Really I am.  This is something
so painful for you, I'm sure.  Your brother would be proud of you, I bet.  For moving on and struggling to find peace in life.  Great job Moon!


Don't feel stupid or dumb, Moon.  You are neither of those.  You're just a person with no way of knowing everything.  No one can eh?


Sela

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