Mudpuppy where are you?????

[sea storm]

Mudpuppy you are missing.

I am missing you too.  You are a very funny, serious, straight shootin philosopher king. It is a mystery that you are not here and if it is because you are sad or wrecked then come back. If you are having such a great time and have taken up ballroom dancing with cotillion queens, or competitive roller skating.... COME BACK.   

I will listen to the MudPuppy song and get my marbles back.  You have been missing ole buddy.  Even if I have drifted away, I never thought you would.

I am finally feeling ok after years of feeling like I was in a sinking boat that was overloaded and would sink to the bottom drowning me if one more horrible thing happened. My partner died and I remember him saying he would love me till the day he died and it was prophetic. He died.  I dreamt that he was not really dead but was living across the border in the US and selling used cars. He just needed to reinvent himself and have another life because the one he was in was a bit of a mess. He didn't look back.
How could he???? he was stuck in full speed ahead.

During my years in Hell experiencing pain I didn't think would ever end and wishing I could end it all I took great solace from your words and from the big spirit that is you.  You were solid ground.  If you need some love there are many here who love you.

It is so painful to lose love.  I hope you are ok.

Blessings to you old buddy.

I find it is plenty good enough to just mudpuppy along these days.

Sea storm

[Hopalong]

Sea, so wonderful to hear you...and just chiming in to say I miss Mud, too.
He's my brotherfromanothermother. A GOOD brother.

Did you know that Mud lost his beloved wife? I wasn't sure you'd heard.

love to you
Hops

[mudpuppy]

I'm around, just missing my wife....a lot.

mud

P.S. Hops, Sea knew, as she wrote me a nice comment back in December.

[Hopalong]

((((((((((((((((Mud))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((((Sea)))))))))))))))))

Mud, I am hoping you have some amazing friends,
enfolding you. Spring is beautiful and hard and
I know every season is a new season of loss now.

I hope you're hanging in, being very kind
to yourself...

Be good to our brother Mud.
Please.

Hops

[sea storm]

Hello old trouts

So glad to hear from you.

Mudpuppy..... dear Mudpuppy. Your heart is so big and it is really hurting i am sure.  Blessings to you ole buddy. Remember the Mudpuppy song. You are a wise person. But that doesn't help when you have lost your love.  I hope you can come out once in a while for a pet and helping hand.

All the best to you   You can come here and talk away about how you feel. If you were raging with anger or sobbing or numb as a brick there are people here who care about you. Me and Hops for sure.

Love to you brother,
Sea storm