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My nephews 10 and 12 are visiting from out of state

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Meh:
I wish I had a family. Whatever that means.

Meh:
I wish i could take a month off of my job and just take a break for a while. I feel exhausted.

Meh:
Just feeling rather sad and lonely. Pretty much same ol same ol. I don't feel like writing here or typing it out maybe because it seems pointless after all this time doing the same thing.

Went to my mother's place to pick up some cookware/ and other things that I had left behind for my nephews to use while they were visiting etc.  Even though I have kind of done away with my mother she feels like the only family I have. Its kind of sick and sad.

Anyhow I guess I will waste the rest of my day doing some chores. Need some groceries. Its a good candidate for chop wood, carry water.

Hopalong:
You deserve friends, Boat.
Friends can make a PHamily.

I know when you're exhausted and depressed it's hard to drum
up the energy to go be social...but it's probably one of those
fake it 'til you make it kinds of things.

That's why group therapy kinds of things were so powerful
for me when I was in a low place for a long time...no chit chat
expected but I still learned I was not alone. It started my healing
from the biofam stuff. Lifelong work, but that's how it began...

hugs
Hops

Meh:
You are right Hops. Totally correct.  :)

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