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End of the Road Farm
lighter:
Amber:
Sorry you're struggling.
Lighter
sKePTiKal:
It's hardly a big deal Lighter. Just something I'm recognizing - and know what to do with it. I can't fix everything for everyone. No matter how much I wish to.
Taking a day off of looking at the mess the rain has made here - if I can get the Cherokee out. Run some errands over the mountain and hopefully get back before today's rain sets in.
Hopalong:
Turtles rock. Turtles hold up the earth. Turtles are wise and deep.
I think you were really wise to recognize how deeply you identified
with Hols' situation (sub-surface) and how that affected you.
I totally get it. How could you possibly live what you've lived, love the way
you love, and have the knowledge you have...and not experience her situation
in a personal way?
I'm glad you're retreating a while to heal your own pain. And leaving your
strong daughter to heal hers, however she negotiates her transition with Matt.
GOOD going, you.
hugs
Hops
sKePTiKal:
Thanks Hops.
sKePTiKal:
Turtle woman is starting to peek out of her shell. I finally actually RELAXED and slept well last night. It required a couple of home made "remedies" for sinus/pollen/barometer rollercoaster rides... and one of the beneficial "side effects" is turning off the anxiety centers in the brain.
Anxiety, I'm almost positive now, blocks chi. And you can toss worry into that category too.
But it appears the waters (every kind) are calming a bit... so still continuing the self-care focus for a bit. Meanwhile - delayed work awaits. The grass is so tall in the garden field, that it could be baled. Seriously - it's almost waist high. That should make mowing it "fun" - and require two passes at that - but it HAS to get done.
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