Meandering

[Meh]

was watching a video that someone posted of her Nar mom being a nut. This advert came up. It kind of reminds me of some bogus dating secrets, weight loss secrets.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rz4FTle_R_8     ..... didn't go there


"reading about reactive attachment disorder"  the list of symptoms is almost too long and varied to be well defined

[Meh]

interest

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWY05MadRJk

after watching this vid it reminds me the reason why we put space between us and our family members is/was because we were "stuck in the group dynamic"

[Twoapenny]

Will watch these later, G, I have a list of things I want to watch but keep nodding off when I sit down lol x

[Meh]

Have reached maximum inertia. all the things I think I might do if I had the time I am not doing, mainly sleeping a lot. I'm sorta okay with this for the moment.

[Twoapenny]

I think it's okay to be okay with it, G.  I think sometimes all the 'stuff' can really wipe us out, even if we don't feel like it's getting too much.  So I think it's okay to hide under the duvet sometimes and just say "I surrender!".  Just keep posting here so we know you're alright, though xx

[Hopalong]

Hey Boat,
About constant sleeping, just a thought.
I did that for very long stretches and it was a symptom of depression.
I didn't get help, I didn't get Rx, I just slept.

Then again, I have a subvariant of SAD that triggers a lot of sleepiness in spring.

Hope that's not the case for you or if it is, you'll intervene before it sets in strong.

Hugs
Hops

[Meh]

No. Maybe this is an opportunity to "step out of the momentum of my life".  Why is it that we all must keep on running with the herd.

Taking a break from bullshit is therapeutic.

[Hopalong]

I'm glad, Boat.
Better a chance to rest and think and BE.

hugs
Hops

[sKePTiKal]

It absolutely IS therapeutic G! Soon enough, you'll start to navigate back into exploring opportunities.

[Meh]

 planned girls night out with friends but I don't wanna figure out what to wear, I guess I will feel better if I just do it and go


I've cleaned out THREE purses and hand washed them!! yay for me.  AND I figured out what to wear. Still had receipts from 2018 in there     



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QvTDJSWSoLA

It's comedy but you will understand WHY I posted it here (I think).

[Twoapenny]

planned girls night out with friends but I don't wanna figure out what to wear, I guess I will feel better if I just do it and go


I've cleaned out THREE purses and hand washed them!! yay for me.  AND I figured out what to wear. Still had receipts from 2018 in there     



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QvTDJSWSoLA

It's comedy but you will understand WHY I posted it here (I think).

Yay, well done, G!  Hand washing as well, I'm impressed   Always amazing what we can find in the bottom of bags or in coat pockets - exciting when it's a bit of money   Have Have added the clip to my list of things to watch xx

[Meh]

Serious if your mother was crazy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rhop_-3HgSc&list=RD_2EbRZKQ8hU&index=10

[Meh]

the little get-together with coworkers was good I think, I picked a decent open air restaurant , there were 4 of us, one of them was really late and got lost, I knew she would be late though it was predictable, one of them didn't show up at all c'est la vie 

its worth it to get together definitely there is a lot of back and forth chit chat to get it all together

[Twoapenny]

That sounds like a nice evening, G, I get what you mean about the back and forth, sometimes getting more than one person in the same place at the same time can feel like hard work!  But it's great when it happens, I'm glad you had a good time xx

[Meh]

Been thinking about 2's Reciprocal relationship post after I met up with an ex coworker/friend yesterday. I think maybe I am going to not plan any more get togethers with her, if she wants to I will leave it up to her. I would like to meet some NEW people at the same time I just don't have the energy or outgoingness to go to meetup groups.