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Mindfulness and codependence thread
lighter:
Not gonna lie..... I'm not feeling well today. Woke up to let bgpug out and teetered off left into the stone fireplace hearth. No harm done, but I moved like a drunk and things got worse when I got back in bed to ponder the situation, looked up and the room spun hard around me.
WTH?
I'm moving better now, putting screens in windows, changing filter on 2nd AC unit and generally seeking tools upstairs and downstairs, but there's nausea. Might be the dizzies OR chemical dump it created. Not sure.
When I test looking up, the spinning s gone but things aren't quite normal yet.
Nothing's "normal.".
The idea WNC is on a boil water, except the places where toxins make it toilet flush water ONLY, is sitting heavily on top of this dizziness.
Will see if ENT back home is open yet and set appt for DD22 with pain behind tonsils bad enough to prevent eating, and for my ear clean out/dizzies BUT first I'll finish picking my fingers on a light part bc I can't find a large flathead screwdriver to remove the big screws tightly latching the upstairs AC filter door SHUT, creating a sneaky hate spiral!!!!!!!
WTH? Who designed THAT and WHY? And why are so many tools in the out building,?it's making me nuts and I already know why the tools aren't HANDY!!!!!
GRRR!
Hopalong:
Amber, I loved your wise post about generations. Took me forever to understand what Nmom was carrying. Poverty, incest, a fundamentalist shaming childhood and a desperate dream to rise. I get it now and am glad I reached forgiveness before the end.
Lghter, it's amazing if this makes any sense and isn't coincidence, how your body is expressing so well through vertigo (or whatever diagnosis) what your home world must be feeling like. I worry for you but also have great confidence you will weather this, no pun intended. Trying to be your own anchor and also DD's has got to be tough, on top of all the post-hurricane spinning work and recovery.
hugs
Hops
lighter:
Thought it was ok, it's not ok it's not ok! Was reclined, in the sun, look up and to the right and things spun like a top. Closed eyes and the came to a stop BUT I'm shook. Again.
lighter:
Retired chiro guest adjusted my neck and back after pronouncing it a "mess."
I couldn't make things spin, while trying, after the adjustment.
My ENT refused to make an appointment w/o a referral, bc it's been 3 years since last visit.
DD22 will get a referral from our dentist for her tonsils. Another mess.
sKePTiKal:
OH glad to hear the dizziness is gone! That must've been sooo frustrating!
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