Feeling barfy today. Have upcoming court crap. Taking an extended lunch off of work to do this.
I have prepared zero defense mainly I guess because I checked out emotionally from this crap. Now I've got two laptops side by side here. My crappy old one and also a loaner.
Quietly panicking 1) wondering if I should ask for a continuance but also 2) I want to get it over with.
I tried to consult with "free legal service but none were available"...
Telling myself they don't expect me to be a lawyer. But also this is emotional procrastination hell. I will be going into a private conference room in a bit here. Half of me feel like this is serious and the other half of me knows this is so much awful BS a in "they can't be serious."
Anyhow I am just venting.
