Acappella,
Thank you for informing us of your long posts deary. But you know what, you are here to talk about your feelings, your fears, your insecurities, etc., and you are in a safe place to do so. With all of that said, I want you to know that I feel you should not have to apologise for what you have to say or how long it takes to state it.
I am not a judgmental person thank goodness. The thought of having to judge someone by what they say or the length of their statement, just really does not appeal to me. You say what ever you want to say. If it takes 10 hrs to say it, then by golly I will grab a coke and sit my fanny down and I will read it. If anyone choses to not read through your post, well thats their choice as well as their right. But I promise you that I have come to realize that in my life there have been many friends who have come and gone. The friends that remained through thick and thin were the ones who would have weathered out my long posts. They would have done it, might not have liked it, but they never judged me for them, they never counted my words, they never twisted my words. They just sat patiently and read each and every one of them just to give their friend the needed love and support that she so needed at the moment.
I do not send posts to my friends in person. I just hunt them down and stalk them until I can pin one down. Just kidding, well sorta, lol. I am trying to say I am reading and I am here no matter the length of your posts. You do not need to worry about how long your posts are. Just know that there is atleast one person there to the end of them. If I do not comment, I aint got nuttin worthy of tellin ya. I do not profess to be an expert on N. But I do know how to be a great listener.
You are a wonderful person, don't let yourself believe otherwise.
