Is it narcissism?

[Beautiful]

OR

I truly appreciate all the candor of dealing with the N-husband.  I am fortunate that I did not have kids with this man.  But more so, I probably will never have kids of my own now that I'm 44.

I can't imagine what the psycho dramas as like with an N and kids.  How maniplative it all plays out. 

Your email reallly touched me.   Reality of the N is becoming more real every day.  Each day I get stronger.