Hi,
I can tell I still have fuzzy boundaries so I was glad to read this from Dave P:
The marriage vow,"Forsaking all others" includes emotional disloyalty
I would like it very much if we could dig into this, maybe on another thread, because I think it's easy to either draw over-rigid boundaries or none at all. I feel foggish about the middle ground.
As to this guy, I am not at all foggish about his calling your thoughts ugly and being unsupportive and disrespectful of you in the extreme, and this sounds like true-colors-showing time. So add him up and please, get away, you don't deserve that.
I think what bothered me most about what he described was not that he experienced a deep exchange with another human being of the opposite gender. It was that I think he rubbed it in your face, and then went on to rub it in your face even harder when you responded with vulnerability. Something very very sharklike in that behavior that I think portends a critical abusive mate, so I hope he will never be yours.
When he said this: ...the illumination that she is moving with, the questions she is playing with. Her unfolding. Please, please, do not be jealous. We are very good friends and I am watching...
I feel that he is actually doing two things, both with her and WITH YOU:
1) condescending ("watching" her "playing...and unfolding...") Who. Does. He. Think. He. Is.
2) watching (he IS watching! I think he's intentionally toying with your head and WATCHING to see if he'll get away with it. Then he would move to anchor that (hey, got her! So now I can be her "MENTOR"--more condescension there too) and look forward happily to many, many years of toying, playing, threatening, judging, criticising, and pressuring her to go against her own instincts about her own well-being.
What's wonderful, wonderful, is that your discomfort with all this is CLEAR. You wouldn't be posting about it if you didn't have a sense of danger and a desire for even more clarity. Good for you!
Hopalong