Deenpac,
At least call a hotline. Doesn't have to be a suicide prevention line, but you even could call one of those, because they're great about having a big list of all nearby mental health resources right by the phone. You could ask whoever you talk to if there's another sort of counseling hotline you might call, or any sort of counseling center or individual counselor who might be willing to see you on a weekend.
Once decades ago when I was having terrible panic attacks, I wound up going to a hospital's ER, and had a very helpful visit with 2 resident shrinks. They asked me if I'd like to 'check in' and I said noooo, thanks, but they did hook me up with a therapy support group. Cheap, and I learned so much from the others there, many of whom had in fact been hospitalized. It was humbling and heartening at the same time.
Talk to your paralysis. Argue a little. At least make a phone call. Just make the first small action like that...is enough for today. Okay?
Hops