Hi Laura,
I remember those two songs you mentioned, along with the feeling I'd get listening to them. Like Moon said... that it was all about using other people as objects... or trying to cause a certain overpowering effect onto others. Bette Davis was so... domineering, at least to me!
You sound good, Laura... sorry you were sick, but glad you're feeling better now. Your "Starchild" presentation sounds so cool!
Maybe if you just forget about the people watching and imagine that they're only a bunch of little children who are thrilled to watch... cuz really, I think, it will wake up the little child in them and everyone will enjoy!
Re:
things are just fine, as long as I keep telling them how thrilled I am that they found each other. Go figure! Yup... just nod and smile and keep patting them on the back and they'll be contented as 2 peas in a pod

Moon.....
That was enough of depression.I do let myself feel all the feelings that come up and knowing that life is short I am choosing to be optimistic and positive as I can .We really are safe in this world.I accept the world and believe not adding to the fear is good.But I still feel afraid at times but that is letting it's grip off of me.Me, too, also, indeed... enough grinding against the world and those who inhabit it! In acceptance lieth peace.
(((((((((((Moon)))))))))) Thank you for this.
Love,
Hope