Need a Little Help

[Hopalong]

GS,

Sending you a hammock, knit of love, to sway in.
Trees overhead, each leaf turning and leaping in the gentlest breeze.

You...welcome, belonging, utterly accepted. Exactly as you are.

love,
Hops

[Plucky]

Soo much pain today.  - Hope I can make a little clearing in all this pain.
reliving too many memories, trying to revise them
Need to feel of some value
Just posting to excise the pain
Not needing answers - GS

Hugs GS.
You're of value here, to me, to us, just the way you are right now.
You may not have to revise memories - just experience them.     Just relax.
Plucky

[Gaining Strength]

Thank you for your kind words Plucky. - GS

[gratitude28]

((((((((((((((((((GS))))))))))))))))))))

You can't change the past... You know, I am not sure I would if I could.
There is a great book, The Woman's Way Through the 12 Steps. In it she talks about how the amazing lotus flower grows from muck... Just like we grow from the muck that we have lived through (and even caused).

Love, Beth

[Gaining Strength]

What a sweet thought Beth - there's nothing prettier than a lotus.  - GS

[Hopalong]

How are you doing, GS?
Been thinking of you.
((((GS))))

I hope the worst pain is easing.

love,
Hops

[Gaining Strength]

Moonlight

Today I looked at photo's of my twin brother (who passed away at 27)I have not done this in a long time.

I saw his face that indescribable face I love so much.

Brave for me to do and I let myself feel sad and cry in pain but also I remembered how funny we were like a comedy team.
So there were the tears but the memories of our laughter is my joy.

The laughter and the deep love that is what I wish to share on this Earth.

MOON

What sweet words.  I'm so glad you can hold his memory in this way.  So glad you remember the comedy team and glad you can bear the pain.

jacmac, Hopalong, WRITE, October, Certain Hope - don't know how I missed your kind words.  Thank you so much for the encouragement.  I have really been down hard.  Today is better and I do so hope the tide has turned. I've been in a place where every thought and every action generated more anxiety and more pain; like being seasick on a boat, afraid to move my head for fear that the smallest turn or wisp of wind might be the final blow.  Thanks so much for thinking of me. - GS

[moonlight52]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((GS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Glad things are a little better I hope you get better and better.It seems all we can count on is flux.

Sending you love ,

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