Thanks Seasons, Moon, GS, CB123, Hops.
It's interesting, I am so much calmer this past few weeks, if something horrible happens I feel down for a while and then get over it. Things still play on my mind a bit like the co-worker who seems to be sabotaging one of my projects, after acting like my friend for some time...but even that I think she will be fired and she's just thrashing around because of that.
Very little is truly
personal when it comes down to it, isn't it?
Last night I got the post-concert blues, you know after the big high of the concert and all, I went home and coloured my hair and made dinner and watched a tv show. It was all so calm and what I think is 'normal'...that's what I was thinking, 'oh, this is so
normal...'!
Something that has solidified in me over the past few weeks is a sense of I am the same no matter what happens. There's a core part of me which stays calm and together even when my son and ex are being difficult....
and I am so enjoying living alone for that, to have a calm retreat place to be where I can stay stable.
I am looking forward to having a relationship though too- one with no games where we can both be ourselves and enjoy things.
Almost there....
I don't get much computer time so I am not on the board enough to fully read and comment on much. My computer should be fixed by New Year.
Thinking about you all though and hoping everyone is ok, I know the holidays can be really tough.
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