nightmare

[axa]

Last night I had a nightmare.  I was shouting at XN's daughter and Xwife, being very angry with them.  Then Xn appeared and I tried to reason with him while he ignored me.  The dream went on alternating with me being angry with the other two.  I assume this is me procesing some stuff but really i am disappointed that at some level I am still trying to appease XN and take my anger out elsewhere, even though it is a dream.

Bit disturbed by all of this

Axa

[seasons]

Hi Axa,

I wanted to send hugs to you, I'm so sorry to hear of your N's envading your dreams. Of course that is just my interpetation, I know how hard you are working and it seems like such a defensless time.

I hope as you speak of your dreams they will work through while you are awake and you can find peace while you sleep.

(((hugs seasons)))

[pennyplant]

Possibly you can open your mind each night before sleep to dreaming of N with the goal of learning something new or having an insight.  Sometimes I have done this with success.  It doesn't work every night but it has worked several times.  When I open my mind to the possibility of insight then my dreams seem more imaginative and I do get new ideas sometimes.  Then there is less of that frustration that you are powerless even in your own dreams.  I hate that feeling myself!!!  I figure my own dreams should be ones of strength and freedom.  But sometimes you do have to work out the weak parts, unfortunately.

Pennyplant

[Hopalong]

Hey Axa,

Dreams can be really troubling but can you think of them as a safety valve?
You have released a lot....

hugs,
Hops

[axa]

penny,

Interesting way of looking at it..........will try it out.

Hops,

Maybe there is something being released, safety valve...never thought of that

thanks,

axa