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trash can..ramblings
« on: January 01, 2007, 01:24:08 PM »
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Re: trash can..ramblings
« Reply #1 on: January 01, 2007, 01:30:37 PM »
Well done seasons,

I too WILL NOT BE A SUPPLY FOR ONE MORE MINUTE OF MY LIFE


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Re: trash can..ramblings
« Reply #2 on: January 01, 2007, 04:59:16 PM »
Glad it's over seasons.  That was a supreme sacrifice for you to go.  As much garbage as you picked up, it sounds like you were able to keep fairly firm boundaries and not take too much of N's trash on.  Way to go.  How did your children enjoy the family films?  Was it worth the sacrifice all told?  That's the big question.

Glad you survived.  - Gaining Strength

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Re: trash can..ramblings
« Reply #3 on: January 01, 2007, 07:54:06 PM »
Wow!  You have had a major awakening.  You were in the center of a tornado and came out different and ready for the rest of your life.  Be good to yourself this year.  You have made it through something very important and so useful to your recovery from the FOO.  Congratulations!  You did something really hard and came through it.  I bet you will continue to have insights from this experience for a long time.

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Re: trash can..ramblings
« Reply #4 on: January 01, 2007, 08:03:57 PM »
((((((((((Seasons))))))))))

you GO girl!
The only way out is through, and the only way to win is not to play.

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Re: trash can..ramblings
« Reply #5 on: January 02, 2007, 08:47:58 AM »
Seasons - I have a family that does not love, cannot support and even as I am finally truly finding healing that fact makes me terribly sad.  It is no longer a stabbing, enraging pain but it is a deep sorrow.  As I read about your children's realization I feel that great sadness pulled over me like a sheet at night.  And I am struck by how often I read the words of someone who has achieved someting extraordinary give credit to their family who always believed in them.  I know that we can do that for ourselves but I haven't quit longing for that magical feeling of what it would have been like to have family there routing for me.

I am glad that you found some healing in those old movies and I am even more glad that you have children who didn't experience what you did.  All my best to you - Gaining Strength

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Re: trash can..ramblings
« Reply #6 on: January 02, 2007, 09:40:21 PM »
(((((((((((((((seasons)))))))))))))

You made some great breakthroughs!!!! I am sorry for the pain and frustration that accompanied them. Thank you for sharing with us and letting us have a glimpse of your reality!

Love, Beth
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