I was watching a 20/20 special on revenge last night. This one guy was involved in a religious cult that allowed free love (sex...........) He freaked out and wanted to kill his mother.....................he ended up killing a friend of hers and committed suicide..........
It was tough to watch that show because I can relate to wanting revenge. I never got abused like Bones!! (((((((((((((((((((((bones))))))))))))))))))))) But I still feel like I was and still am to a certain degree emotionally abused. Sometimes I find myself thinking about some kind of revenge. Like making my nmom look stupid. Or invalidating her like she has to me for so many years. Then sometimes I think, just get away and let her live in her world.....................