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rosencrantz:
Hi Wildflower - Hi!!!
I just came back in and started reading. I didn't realise that CG and Portia had posted whilst I'd been thinking and writing.
And I started re-reading the post I posted back there and I'm happy to say...
I'm a twit! I'm a twit! I'm a twit!!!!!!!
I'm reading that long post and I'm thinking shut up you silly woman - just shut UP!!! I can't even bear to read it again. I know I posted some stuff that (could have been) relevant. I know I posted what was there truthfully in my mind. But, really!!! REALLY! Never again!!!!!
I'm a twit! I'm a twit! I'm a twit!!!!!!!
And I'm happy to so declare it!!!
Sorry for being a twit!!!
Need another T shirt, CG!!! Twit in residence (occasionally!)
And the integrity bit - yes, it's important not to rely on others to make me feel better (or not!) but I can't do it on my own (not yet anyway). And it's more likely to be one of those things I need to reverse. Allow myself to 'need' and rely on others.
And on the back of the T shirt - Tortured soul seeks hairshirt for love and companionship. :roll:
And I'm not giving anybody any more searing insight for at least, oh, I guess I could hold myself back for maybe a day, maybe two! I'm not sure I'd be able to keep myself under control for much longer!!! :wink:
Oh and Wildflower, I'm not 'mad', well not 'mad' mad anyway!!! JPN, maybe. :wink: :lol: Worn myself out again!!!
TTFN
R
Wildflower:
Rosencrantz, Portia, CG? I'd like you to meet my tough outer shell. Outer Shell? Meet Rosencrantz, Portia, and CG. :lol:
She's going back to sleep now. :wink:
I'll be back in a little while...gotta, um, catch up on a little work here :oops: :roll: :D .
(((((((HIGS))))))))
Wildflower
Ahem, Outer Shell? Do you have anything you to want to say (nudge nudge)?
((higs))
Well, it's a start, anyway... :roll: :wink:
Anonymous:
Hiya :D Wildflower's Outa shell, you're cool too!
(((BIG HIG)))
CG
Portia:
Higs everybody, may I splatter some thoughts/feels down? Then I want to leave for the day and go shopping…ha ha ha ha (I don’t shop). Why am I laughing like CG? It’s infectious. Is there a vaccine?
R: the mountain freaks me out. What was in your head when you wrote it please? You can get a hair-shirt and be a twit if you want to (does it help?) but heck, tell me about that. Right of reply/reverse questioning as always (i.e. have I done the same and you want an explanation?). Ha ha. Just got an image of a torch with a light at both ends.
WF: outer shell is outta shell? Like a Russian Doll, peel peel. I missed the post you deleted. You apologised to those who might have read it, but what about us nosy-parkers who missed it and have our curiosity raked up? I’m joking, I’m joking, I don’t want to. Unless you want me to! <-See that? Immediate worry ha ha what a circle/cycle.
CG: just been reading you the 11/12 year old. Bit of a bad day huh? In-*******-credible (but I do believe you, credible). How did you ever get to trust anyone? ….pause…..Plus, by gum, you on R’s men thread right now, I’m gonna give you my heart soon and you can take me apart with your laughing fingers. And stop that thought right now.
You know my latest Bore-to-Death subject: ‘Healing the child within’ and all that other jazz? (I’m saying this in the voice of Frank Sinatra, just for the heck of it): well, this is the very last reference: you all read it/read something similar? CG – you say no, I won’t believe you. I ask because I think you’ve all done the therapy jive and I ain’t. Might be wrong there, which wouldn’t be anything new. Out to those shops! P :arrow:
Wildflower:
Hi CG,
--- Quote ---Hey baby, you're not speakin' for me are ya'. You're never the bad guy.
I'm sorry my silence on this topic has made you feel that's what I think, cause I don't.
--- End quote ---
No, no, CG. Nothing you did made me feel like a bad guy. Not at all. That was me talking. I felt bad for kicking up dust instead of letting it go – the bad guy in the sense of upsetting the apple cart. :wink: I kinda fumbled the last part of the first paragraph, too. I just wanted to point out to R that she still had support (nobody taking sides).
--- Quote ---I just wanted to give you and Rosencrantz room without my interruption
--- End quote ---
Thanks for the room. :D As R put it, it was fireworks between us, so I was relieved that you and Portia weren’t getting caught in the mix.
--- Quote ---Like a saggy tit joke or something about testosterone and balls.
--- End quote ---
:lol: :lol: :lol: You kill me, CG. In the best way possible. :D
Hi Portia,
Thanks for the reality-validation back there :D . Sorry I didn’t reply earlier but I was kinda, ahem, focused. :roll: And I just want to say, this chiquita doesn’t think your communication lacks anything. Some people need Portias, not Wildflowers. :D {EDIT: Does that translate? I like your style Portia. I like it when you ask a bunch of direct questions and express exactly what you're thinking. What I meant was that some people need to be asked tough questions or hear direct comments, otherwise they'll stay stuck. That's not really my strength, I don't think. At least, when I try, I feel like it comes out all wrong.}
Yeah, my outer shell imagery is all outta whack lately. Somehow, at some point, my inner child started looking after my outer shell. Strange. (shaking-crazy-thought-outta-my-head emoticon).
‘Healing the child within’ a bore-to-death subject? No way. Nope. I’ve already ordered the book. And I haven’t read anything similar (I don’t think). I’m following a scent my therapist gave me a while back, which is that I need to forgive the child who acted out when I was in third grade, and the mess of a teenager years later. Forgiving that teenager has been, by far, the hardest job – but I think we’re almost there ('we' being all these people I tow around with me :roll: :D ).
Time for me to wander out of my own wanderings for a bit :arrow: (can i borrow that?)
Wildflower
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