R, my last post for a few days I think. Your last post (page 1) felt full of realism and I wanted to print off
The Psychiatric Nurse said that she thought my mother was trying to hurt me.
And stick it on your wall. That’s someone who
has seen, isn’t it?
some people just need to hurt other people consistently
It seems so. I feel sad for them but I can’t be with them, have them inside me. Have to protect the inside! I hold to me that the traffic accident, war, genocide, terrorism could be me or my OH any time…and those others who are hurt, need sympathy, help…they could take all the goodness away and waste time, life. This is why I could never work in voluntary service amongst the worst of it … I would rage against such a cruel world, cruel people. Mathew Paris on ‘Today’ said about Iraq (paraphrasing):
“Saddam didn’t make Iraq what it was/is: he was a product of Iraq. And you expect it to be ok once he’s gone? No”. I’m not being political, I just thought how refreshing to hear that said.
If you have the choice to stay out of the way of people who can hurt you, take it! Run away! Protect the inside. Have we come full circle? Coffee, yes please or red wine, cheese, chocolate: all those things that are bad and stimulating! Life’s too short not to, definitely. P
