Though about "hijacking" threads...this is for ME ME MEEEEEEE!

[reallyME]

Hope,

Thanks for your comments.

No, I didn' t enjoy the fair very much.  I was there, in a tent for 6 days and 5 nights, with 3 narcissists, one avoidant and my youngest daughter who constantly begged me for money to ride rides and play games.  It was a really stressful time and I'm glad I'm back.  There are 2 more shows to do and I told my NH that I will NOT be going  if the ND is there again.  She tries to boss me around, tells me to "GO" when I enter the trailer to help out, and is demanding and manipulative.  NH does nothing to tell her to respect me, but rather tells her and I both "you two stop fighting," as though I'm one of the children.

Right now I am pretty close to HATRED of several people in this family, and, it seems that, since I'm the only one who ever went to find out my diagnosis psychologically, I will again be the one to seek meds, just so I can stay in this mess and survive it all, until and unless things change for the better.

~Laura

[teartracks]

RM,

Missed you.  You're really being sifted aren't you.  This too shall pass. 

Sending my best,

tt

[Certain Hope]

Laura,

I'm sorry there wasn't some relief for you in all that mess... it sure doesn't sound like "fun".

Actually, it all sounds very familiar    A few weeks ago, I spent a week in similarly mixed company and was I ever glad to get home!

((((((Laura))))) I hope you can relax for a bit now.

With love,
Hope

 

[Ami]

Dear Laura,
  I am sorry that you are going through so much pain and family stress.(((((((((((((((Laura))))))))))))
                                                                                                                    Love   Ami

[Hopalong]

(((((((((((((((((((((RM))))))))))))))))))))))))

Your hubby doesn't get it, and you don't get enough respect.

love and sorrow,

Hops

[WRITE]

Hope you feel better soon

Love to you, you deserve it,

~Write

[reallyME]

Yes I'm sure things will start improving for me soon.  I have a job interview to be a lead-setter for an insurance agent.  It's a position they specifically developed upon my suggestion too!  That makes me feel honored!

[Ami]

Dear Laura,
 I was thinking about your posts. I think that one reason you are hurting so badly is that you have expectations that your H cannot fufill. You deserve closeness, respect and kindness. However,he can not or will not give them to you. So, you are continually hurting and frustrated.
  I say this b/c I have given up most expectations with my H(I hope). I am trying, anyway. He is an N. He wants me to be in an abusive position. This is what a "wife" is. He is angry that I am changing the script,now. To him, I am His wife. If someone insults me, he gets angry. However,it is not for me,as a person. He is angry b/c I am "his wife". All I am to him is a role. He is very angry b/c I don't want the role any more. How can I fight that?.  Yes, I don't want to be an abused person, anymore.
   Laura, this is just my thought for you. I think that you are trying to get 'blood "from a stone
                                                                                          Love   Ami

[Hopalong]

RM, that's wonderful!

What's a lead-setter?

I'm thrilled for you!

Hops

[reallyME]

I GOT THE JOB, YA"LL!

I am the personal representative of the District Manager for the NASE (National Association for the Self Employed).  I'll be setting leads for my mgr to go into homes/businesses and sell health and life insurance policies.

I start training tomorrow!

TY FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND WELL WISHES!

~Laura

[moonlight52]

Laura ,


Wow You got the job.
I am so very happy for you .
The training begins tomorrow that's great.
How long is the training?????
RM congratulations

MOON

[lighter]

YAY! YAY! ReallyME! 

Congrats on the job!

[teartracks]

RM,

Congratulations!  I'm very happy for you!

tt

[WRITE]

CONGRATULATIONS Laura! This is just the break you've been waiting for! I'm really really pleased for you.

~W

[reallyME]

honestly, I have no idea how long the training is.  I LOVE to learn so the training to me is the best part of all.

The health benefits of this company are out of this world, so I feel even better about doing what I'll be doing.  I love to help people and this insurance company does just that.

WOO HOO!