"Divorce"----Time

[isittoolate]

thank you catspaw for the hugs

ami and gabben

I know that no disrespect was meant. I thought I would mention mental and physical disabilities, while that word hit the board regarding Narcissism.

If you re-read your post you will see that everything you mentioned came from your thinking, your mind, the mental part, not the physical part.

"depressed, unable to get our of bed, socially disabled, unable to connect with others, and emotionally disabled"
"I wanted to jump off a bridge once"

There are some mental disabilities that allow a disability payment, monthly, but Narcisissm is not one and all Ns, I expect, can work, unless they are badly physically disabled too.

Regards
Izzy

EDIT] Having an N mother is like having a mental disability  Just ONE word to make it more exact!

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[gabbenangel]

EDIT] Having an N mother is like having a mental disability  Just ONE word to make it more exact!

Exactly!!!

Love and hugs,

Lise

[changing]

Ami-

You are required to do your duty in taking care of your mother (seeing that she has food, etc) You are not to worship her, or do wrong at her bidding (including injuring yourself) The family of Jezebel suffered greatly in the Bible due to her malefic influence, and the wrath of God destroyed them.

You know what is right and what is wrong- now you can put this knowledge into action.

Love,

Changing

[Ami]

Thanks Changing. You said it all-- very simply.                             Love to You   Ami

[Ami]

WOW Amber.
 WE "honor" them by "becoming  whole" . Bet our Mom's would not agree with that---LOL.
 S/thing just hit me ,Amber. Your M was jealous that you were "smart" and savvy. That was it. THAT is WHY she kept you down. Your star was too bright.WOW--- I see it.             Ami

[Ami]

You are right , Amber. The "problem" now is the Role----exactly right.                     Ami

[Hopalong]

Hi Amber,
If you happen to have any way of sharing an image of your art, I'd be honored and very interested to see it.

love,
Hops

[JanetLG]

Amber,

Your art is beautiful! Thanks for letting us see it. You are really good at perspective and detail. I love the farm one. It's got a lot of 'presence' already.

Janet

[Hopalong]

Amber, thank you.
I am humbled and lifted.
Thank you so much.

The farm is sorrowfully beautiful, so gentle...

The shed is chilling. Perfect. Bars. Pick. Hard light.

Thank you for sharing these.

love to you,
Hops

[Ami]

Dear Amber,
 I love your art work. You must lose yourself in it.It has  deep expression of feeling. I really, really love it. What an inspiration to see it.                       Love   Ami

((((((((((((((((Amber)))))))))))

PS--- Did you go to art school , take classes , or work  on your own?