Picture of Ami's son Scott

[Ami]

Papillion told me that one day I would have a place ,in my heart, for beautiful memories of Scott. Sharing him with you,on the board, has opened up that place ,for me.
You have gone through everything with me(and still are),but now I have shared the beauty of him with you and s/thing healed  in me, from doing that.
 I don't really understand it,but it is not important to. THANK YOU SO MUCH.     Love   Ami

((((((((((Everyone)))))))))))))

[Lupita]

Ami, the face of an angel.

I had a pain in my stomach. My son looks so much like him!!!!!!!!!!

[Ami]

Thank you, Lupita. He WAS as sweet as that pix.                    Ami

[Lupita]

Clean eyes, slean smile, transparent soul, he must have been a very generous person, it transpires from his eyes and his smile.

Do not forget that he is looking upon you, is watching you and taking care of you. He is your guardian angel.

So, so, so, handsome, he looks so much like my son.........

[Ami]

Lupita,
 He WAS a generous person with his heart and his time. I know he is in Heaven and I will see him ,again. How do people get through this without that? I can see how they would go insane and never come back.         Ami

[Iphi]

Dear Ami - Thank you for sharing this photo of Scott with us.  He is clearly a beautiful sweetheart.  He's just so radiant.  I feel the same as you - that you will see him again. 

Or also something I think of about people who have passed is from the movie Gladiator when the characters say, "I will see them again, but not yet."  I know - a fight movie - but it's very true and moving I think.

[Ami]

 With  his pix, I am sharing the joy of his life, not the pain of his death. It helped.Thanks so,so much!                                                                                                          Ami

[Leah]

Dear Ami,

"Sharing the Joy of His Life" is so beautiful.

Love,

Leah

[Ami]

Dear Leah,
 I had a really hard day, yesterday. It felt like every cell was filled with sadness.I was bone tired. At the end of the day,though, I had a sense that Scott was "safe"(in Heaven) and everything was OK.
 I ordered some supplements for the adrenals ,which GS recommended.The toll of grief on your body is unbelievable. Many of the M's in the Grief support group never got their periods ,again, after they lost their children.I can tell that mine wants to come, but can't.
 They told me that you don't realize the physical toll that grief takes.People know about the emotional and expect it,but not the physical.
 Today, I am so thankful to think of Scott as "safe". He took a trip to another dimension. In reality,that is all it really is. My greatest joy is that he IS there and he really is safe. Thank you,Leah, for being a wonderful friend.     Love    Ami

((((((Leah))))))))

[Iphi]

(((Ami)))  Thinking of you

[Betelgeuse]

((((Dear Ami)))

What a lovely boy, Ami, I feel for you. Be good to yourself!!

Bee

[Leah]

Dear (((((((( Ami )))))))))

The supplements for your adrenals will certainly be most beneficial to your physical well being, for they are indeed highly recommended to anyone having PTSD, and in essence, you have been in shock, trauma and grief, with loss, and so you are bound to be tired and have fatigue.

Thinking of you, with my prayers too.

Love, Leah

[Ami]

Thank you Iphi, Leah, Bee  and Besee,
  Your posts mean so,so much to me!!!!!          Love   Ami