Thanks Ami and Leah.
Axa.... I'm doing everything in my power to stay safe and stable. Under siege but no longer so alone.
Teartracks.... you don't have to apologize. I didn't take it personally. Promise. (((tt)))
Hops, gratitude, towrite, debkor, Izz and Chamomile..... I think it's easier for people to identify how to help me at this time. My 3-d community is extending itself and offering very concrete assistance to me and my children. I'm amazed at the support we're receiving and touched by their willingness to act. I think, had they known how..... they would have offered help and support long ago.
Hops.... when I'm in crisis I drink water only and must make myself eat.... no appetite. Afraid to drink coffee, frankly. My system is so sensitive, smells and caffein are overpowering. I make coffee and carry it around with me.... savoring the warmth. Thanks for the reminder to stay hydrated. So important.
My emotions are stabilizing, to some degree. Huge chemical dumps land on my head when I'm not expecting it but I'm coping..... riding them out as best I can.
Catspaw..... Hops. Many others..... thank you for extending yourselves when you're dealing with your own crisis and turmoil. Your strength gives me more hope than you know. Your support helps me to endure.
Lighter
