Leaving the board...

[Gabben]

I just realized that I am dealing with a person with no conscious, no remorse, no soul. They have one mission in life and that is to dominate and win.

Therefore...the only thing I can do is leave...cut all my ties. (except the few that I  know via personal email)

I guarantee that when I leave Leah will start posting a ton of threads all about the N trying to pathologize me to save her image and regain what she thinks is control.

She can win....I am leaving the board, I do not want to win....just be free and take the truth with me and continue healing and growing.

Bye everyone - wish you well.

[Certain Hope]

The world is full of NoNseNse, Lise.

If it's not here, it'll be someplace else.

I'm sorry to see you go and if you change your mind, I'll be glad to see you return.

Love,
Carolyn

[Gabben]

Love you Carolyn,

This will most likely just amount to a very very long long break.

I feel for Leah's next target(s).

I just need to be some where where I am not being defined as a bad person when the truth is that I am wonderful and good person with some flaws, baggage and desires to be a better person....I can't be a better person here on the board....this place brings out the worst in me, just like my N mom did.

I'll be back one day.

Lise

[Certain Hope]

I understand, Lise.

I've had to leave too, on occasion... and at other times, just go very, very quiet.
There's a season for everything, right?

By grace, comes a time when those old buttons just don't push like they used to... but that sort of freedom is progressive.

You're growing by leaps and bounds. Please remember that often God is alot more patient with us - and merciful - than we are to ourselves.

I'll keep in touch and hope that you will, too.

Love,
Carolyn

[Ami]

Dear Lise
 You have given me friendship and loyalty. You are a most precious person.
 Thanks for all you have given to me .        Love   Ami

[Iphi]

Lise - take care and enjoy life and I hope to read your posts here one day again.  I definitely experience you as a good person desiring to be a better one, hey, just like me.  

[teartracks]

Lise,

The board behaving badly can over stimulate to the point where a break from it is the only thing to do to regain equilibrum.  I join the others in saying that I hope you'll be back soon.  Life is a rat race and sometimes it feels like the rats are winning.  I understand how you're feeling.

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[Dr. Richard Grossman]

Hi Lise,

If you were still here, I would ask you to remove the diagnoses in the first post on this thread.  They are not permitted here.  Because you've left, I have removed them.

Best,

Richard