Good and Evil

[Ami]

Thanks ,Lise. The hardest truth to face is me and the most important.            Blessings,   Ami

[James]

Ami.....For me the hardest truth I faced was the reality of the abusive parents I had. I see them now, more clearly than before, and the old protective illusions I developed in childhood to protect myself are slowly fading. It was these illusions that made me sick, facing the truth is healing, even if painful. To be used and abused by parents for their own perverted needs is a crime against Innocent children. I hold my parents accountable more and more and I have no intention of forgiveness. As adults we will treat ourselves, as our parents treated us, until we find the truth. Can you feel your rage?......Love, James

[Ami]

  My M tried to shake me around so much that I did not really believe in order. My GM taught me values, but my M eroded them to the point that I wondered if anything really mattered in life. Everything was gray, including my hopes for my own life.
 The board taught me the lessons my M should have. The board taught me what I should have learned in junior high, when I went in to the final shell,and gave up.
 The best lesson of all is that there IS order in life. If I try to walk with love, my life will work.
 I have a map and I can trust that it will take me on the journey .
        Ami

[Leah]

If I try to walk with love, my life will work.
 I have a map and I can trust that it will take me on the journey .

Hi Ami,

I believe in walking with patience (though I would never pray for it!!!) and love and kindness.

I like the picture of having a map, very much, and yes, I believe that I have a map that I too can trust, which will take me on my journey.

Thanks for sharing your gem with us ALL.

Love, Leah