Thank you all, each one of you. really.
...for what it's worth, Karen, my friend here, really (really) is able to get in touch with people. I never thought she did with dead people (except her relatives), but I asked her if she could get in touch with Craig (my brother) after he was hurt, so to speak -- and wow! She really hit a big load. She said sometimes it just comes to her in huge quantities, and it did, now. (Pre-accident, post-accident, and now.)
Wow, she told me a lot of stuff, all really good or funny and also honest. SO much.
It's always really interesting to watch her go through this. Wish you could see it. Normally I don't put much stock in this kind of stuff, but she really can do it. I should tell you everything she told me about the N pastor before we even knew anything bad would come down. She really, really nailed him. Unbelievable. I would never have guessed that what she said that day would be true, but it was. (And she said my brother didn't like him from the get-go, that what I thought was a connection between the two was my brother being around me, trying to come between us.) She also said N had ...fetishes ... which if I knew what they were would disgust me. (To take a little detour from the subject of my brother.) I'm putting this on record -- she said within a year or so something outrageous was going to blow up at his new church, and he was going to be run out of there. (Wouldn't doubt it.) So, let's all stayed tuned for that one!!
...but back to my brother. She told me a lot of good stuff. She explained to me exactly what happened with his accident, which we never knew.
Wow, and she told me just how deeply we were connected, spiritually, which I also thought/knew but she was really adamant about explaining it ... it's a little beyond what I even thought, although nothing she said surprised me. She picked up on some things she absolutely could not have known.
But the big message was that he wants me to go back to writing. At first she said there was something I used to do that he wanted me to go back to doing. Then she said it was something we had in common. I couldn't really think of anything, but then I told her this ... but she already knew it. And then the "Writing" message came on stronger and stronger and stronger. He's very adamant about it. He said I really needed to write what I know (??) -- experience, or something -- because people need to know it, hear it. He will help me with it.
As I said, I normally don't put much stock in this stuff, but she really is amazing, and what she came through with today was astoundingly accurate. She got his sense of humor, which was unique, and many other things about him.
She said it was very unusual, but that he left a large "imprint" "here" (on earth, I guess; our energy field) -- she described it like when you ses a star fall, you still see an image of the star after it falls. That kind of thing. He has a lot of energy left here, in a very positive sense.
And she said he's always around me. Spends a lot of time in my living room. (I don't!!! I spend it all upstairs.) Watches my cats.
And Carolyn, she said he loves Fester!! Fessie is his favorite of all the cats I've had. (Of course, he's the only male cat, too.!!)
She also got how much my brother really loved women, and I mean that in the most positive of ways. (He did, she's right. He really loved women as ourselves, for us, womankind, so to speak.)
...but the big thing was writing, which is neat, because it's been on my mind a lot lately.
....Hmmm. What do make of that??
I also knew they would like each other, too.
Gotta go -- birthday cake time for someone here.
