Thank you both for comments, GS and Amii...................the former boyfriend is just a diversion.......we are talking and he is a wonderful man and we can talk. My husband rages at me and is truly boring and angry....I have told you all about his drinking. Well, now he is not drinking but he goes on and on.....I wanted to talk about my job and our future and all he could say was I AM NOT TAKING A PART TIME JOB TO MAKE UP THE DIFFERENCE!!! This while he is laid off for two months and is bringing in nothing but I go home and he has dirty dishes strewn all over the place. I pick them up and put them in the dishwasher after a twelve hour day.....
I plan to go into the HR manager and ask her about the training position. I will tell her the truth......that while I applied at the furniture store I had also applied other places. One of the other places offered me a job. Then I will tell her that I do not think I am cut out for the long hours............plus it is crazy.............on a weekday there will be like 18 people in my department. Every customer is approached 12 times before they are half way through the department. Yesterday, one of the customers stuck his hand out like a stop sign and said REALLY I AM JUST LOOKING!! I CANNOT GET TWO STEPS WITHOUT SOMEONE APPROACHING ME!! And it is true. Right now I have to split my sales and no, I haven't sold much. I don't want to sell much because it doesn't go into MY pocket but my trainers. The week of Thanksgiving I go solo.........
But oh, my aching back!!! And today my h was yelling at me and I called him on it. I told him I wasn't sure if I loved him and when his dad moves up (in a couple of weeks) he should get a three bedroom place so he can move in with his dad. Then he started backpeddling. Let's talk.............what? A minute ago you were yelling at me, I call you on it and NOW you want to talk???
