Disconnected

[Doodle]

Hi everyone,

Let me just say how much I appreciate this board and the people on it.  I haven't been here in awhile and it's good to see that it is still healthy. 

On the outside, I am a well-functioning adult with a job, good relationships and goals.  On the inside I am a woman with low self-esteem that feels like most decisions and actions I take are a struggle. 

I'm trying to keep a positive additude and cut myself slack, but it seems as though I can boil every displeasure I have with my life down to a lack of self-esteem.  My family, partner and friends do not see me as such from the outside, and sometimes I just don't know how to explain my feelings to them to get support.

Doodle

[Hopalong]

Welcome back, Doodle...

I think you're more than a doodle.

You're a drawing.

You need your own support, which usually translates into not depending solely, hopefully, on family and friends to hear you, alas. Means sticking your neck out, as you're doing here...in your 3D world, and building a larger community where you can practice new competences. Or gifts. Or abilities to play.

I am soooo opinionated I sometimes can't stand myself, but for whatever a KnowItAll OpinonPants' opinion is worth....it's for you!

hugs
Hops