Hi tt,
and
Hi CB
and all
I don’t have much to say after 9½ months of debilitating pain, and being more and more reclusive!
I spend my waking hours on the Internet, on conspiracy cases, political scandals (not politics itself) that show me that all politicians, Canada and USA are Ns and want control, money, power and are likely raising their children to be the same. As far as we little people are concerned, at my age I will be dead when the militia comes, but what about my descendants?
I have a new regime of going to bed when tired i.e. nearly falling asleep at the computer, and sleep until I awaken (bathroom, no pain awakens me now) and know if I must return to bed or stay up. There is no rhyme or reason to my life anymore. I do little work, just look after myself and my meals….all else has been done for me all this while! I can sit longer than I can lie prone. I’ve been studying history, Canada and USA up to present day scandals.. Some times the skewing has me up all night and sleeping all day much like someone on the night shift, but at least I don’t lie there sleepless and irritated!
I have numerous links to movies, free on line, and a quick tally shows me that I have watched 880 movies in one year! (Titles become too familiar, so I began writing them down, 20 per page @ 44 pages.)
I just saw :
“It’s Complicated”.. recommended for older romantic people, much fun!
“Up In the Air”… ah!! George Clooney
“Closed for Winter”…oops liked it but draw a blank. I check IMDB before even beginning a movie!
“Call Back”…very macabre
“City Island”….a good comedy about lying to our loved ones!
“Beautiful, “Wag the Dog’ and ‘Beyond a Reasonable Doubt’
…all the above since Jan 2/10.
I am just taking up space and have been out personally only twice since my Sept 24th outing that flared up the pain and caused the 3rd surgery to be recognized as necessary!
I just recently stumbled across an item about our monetary system being debt-based as is the USA---never get out of debt. We were ok until 1970, when we were sold out but still have a law in our Constitution that can save us, whereby USA has written out the law about the Government printing its own money.
Then I ran across a mind control clinic in Canada about 1957-1961. As soon as I read Allen Institute , it rang a bell about a crooked psychiatrist, Ewen Cameron, who lived in USA but operated in Canada, funded by our Government, (I have to find out which Prime Minister) and the CIA, to wipe clean the minds of people who came there, with just mild depression, and were kept in an insulin coma for ....longest I read was 86 days-- while looped tapes ran constantly to totally change what was in their minds. A woman was released not knowing her husband and 5 children, another older woman, didn’t know her husband, many went to asylums, and many just set free on the streets, to cope however they could. Cameron was charged and I remember this, as I would be close to 20 but didn’t know the full story. (USA and CIA) Cameron went back to USA and died in 1964.
I watched Cathy O’ Brien’s videos about her MK Ultra mind control experiences, and don’t know what to believe, but she was MPD, better known now as DID, and I can relate to being dissociative, but on a far smaller scale, as I have a photograph, a still, not moving, of certain memories, no emotion attached, and I am totally different here at home alone, than when out with people who will converse with me. It’s there but minor! I think Ami talked about it in a post!
My left thigh is 28” measuring the panty-line and my right thigh is 23”. I bought some anti-inflammatory today on Pharmacist’s advice, Ibuprofen, get it home to find it says nothing about anti-inflammatory. Oh dear! I cannot even wash my own hair! It’s grown to my mid-back now!
All I can hope for is a military state, after the NAU. and when they come, I won’t go and they’ll shoot me!
Now tell me truly, if any of you have paid any attention to how all this has progressed since 1913!!!
Izzy