Hi jdiam46,
This is not in direct relation to job finding, but just general spirits/mood.
It can be difficult to go through these kinds of things alone... but you are not really alone. Sooooooooo many people are sharing the exact same experience with you, thoughts and all, right this moment, and so many have been there at one time also.
You have been working for 27 years which is a very long time as well, so this is bound to be a real adjustment time, too.
You are a valuable person. The only dif. is that you are now a valuable person who has fallen on hard times.... The person, worthiness, and value in contribution in your field hasn’t changed…. only the circumstances.
I hope they will change soon too...
BT