Nm turned 70 today. I went to pick out a birthday card and stood there for about 20 minutes reading beautiful, loving cards for moms. I finally found one that had 'Mom' on the front and on the inside said 'Three little letters that make all the difference, Happy birthday'. I got that one. Made me think of milk of magnesia at the time.
She thanked me for giving her 'such a lovely card'. It was depressing reading all those cards about how moms are the best thing in the world and how they are people's rocks, blah, blah, blah. She might be a rock, but she threw it at my head.
I was talking with nm and f and was trying to get information about a childhood memory. I didn't want to let them know that was what I was doing. So I asked them if they thought this incident might have something to do with my back problems. It doesn't, but it was a way of asking without letting them know what I was really asking.
I have two herniated discs and one disc with degenerative disc disease. I have gone through physical therapy, steroid shots in my spine, and at one point was losing the use of my left leg. I have told them many times that I am in almost constant pain from this. I've been going through this for about 1 1/2 yrs now. When I asked about the childhood memory my f asked if my back was still bothering me. I said all the time. He then went on to tell me about how when he went canoeing one time his shoulders ached for days. Then nm said she took a typing class and her shoulder hurt for awhile after that. WTH? Are they both N?
They both wear me out. I am exhausted. Four hours time with them and I can barely take it. Tonight I am Worn...out.