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Finding voicefulness......losing......finding.....practicing..
Meh:
The Clock Of Life ~ Robert Smith
The clock of life is wound but once,
And no man has the power
To tell just when the hands will stop
At late or early hour.
To lose one's wealth is sad indeed,
To lose one's health is more,
To lose one's soul is such a loss
That no man can restore.
The present only is our own,
So Live, Love, toil with a will --
Place no faith in 'Tomorrow' --
For the clock may then be still.
Meh:
Currently gorging on chocolate milk for Valentines Day!
Today I went to the little Buddhist meditation sitting, yawned a few times and then the last yawn gave me the worst feeling in my tongue, neck and head as if a migraine was going to take over my whole body. A full body migraine.
I don't know if its due to bottled up emotional stress or if my musculature is screwed up from the horrible mattress that I sleep on.
I'm tired, I don't have anything else to write now...only that I sneak out of the meditation hall as fast as I can afterwards so I don't have so stand there drinking tea and talking to people. I know it's weird but it's close to my worst nightmare. I'm ok with talking to people if there is a task at hand but not so comfortable with meet and greet...and I'm an adult. I guess it's painful shyness and I never fully grew out of it.
Well I certainly wasn't going to stand there with a full body migraine happening. I just wish I had a really hard mattress to lay on in a completely quiet place in complete darkness--that's my idea of a lovely Valentines Day.
Meh:
Thank you. I really had no idea that chocolate and caffeine trigger headaches!
Meh:
I went to a yoga class tonight and it's the best thing I have done for months. I'm grateful that the teacher permits non-paying students because I did my laundry with shampoo today. Guess what? My laundry came out great :)
Sometimes all the stress in my body doesn't seem to come out during the times that annoy me the most, instead it's like there is a delayed response where my muscles just become tighter and tighter. I have to ask myself is it just me or is it my environment.
As much as I know the parts of my life that are stress inducing and messed up, there is still always a mysterious element about stress to me, the unknown lurking emotions or physical remnants that are left in some muscle or in all the muscles.
Anyways. I volunteered today and it was great!!!!!! But now I'm busy and I have work to do and it's late and I'm not even employed.....oh well!
"Oh Well" is my new motto.
I have one lung that is starting to inhale again just a little bit and I'm smiling just a little bit and I love these kinds of smiles, these are the kinds of smiles that are the best defense against ambient drama and turmoil.
Good Night!!! (SMILE) I love yoga.
CB123:
Oh Muffin,
You made my day. Really. I did not even want to do today, and your post was the first thing I read. Thank you.
I have a yoga place across the street from my apartments. Today I check it out.
CB
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