prayers please

[write]

My
N dad says I live in LALA LAND

really, my ex used to say thats where I live too! We're NEIGHBOURS xoxoxoxoxox

[moonlight52]

HOPS       The gentle hugs were just what the doctor ordered also I got some mild pain relievers today.So Hoppsie I am Happsie.
               My doctor and hubby do not want me to get to where I need these pills but the pain is so bad.They
               are watching how many pills I take and when.My hubby and I still have a big mountain to climb.But
               he says we can make it.And get my surgery approved.                                           
               I have new hope to deal with the pain and paperwork.
               After 6 months I can not believe it my tummy does not hurt.I am going to sleep
               tonight and I will stop beating myself up .I read WRITE'S 12 self defeating beliefs .OH Hops I do love learning
               here.
               xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
               Love
               Moon
             

[Hopalong]

xoxoxoxox back, Moon!
I am so glad your hubby is supportive and you're going to challenge the authorization rejection.

Meanwhile, I'm thinking it's really really important to take extra-good care of yourself, with the right non-irritating foods and some peaceful walks and most of all some good sleep??

(((Moon)))
love,
Hops

[write]

hiya Moon, hope you are having a good Mother's Day!
I have endometriosis twinges again, just a couple of days a month, I have my hot water bottle wrapped in a towel here against my back, which seems to help.
Sleep well!

[moonlight52]

WRITE ,I hope those twinges just move along and leave you alone .My sis in law has them too.I did not do much for Mom's day I got flowers and my girls cleaned house and would not let me get up from the couch first time in my life that ever happened it felt strange. I could hardly keep myself on the sofa.Hope your neighbors are being nicer.OH Write the way you describe things like you and your hot water bottle I just want to go and warm it up for you.
I went to the doctor today I have 3 complications from a previous surgery.At least we have a doctor  we like and knows how to fix me up. I do not have a surgery date yet but it will be good to get it over with. (not a super big surgery)
Always wishing the sweetest dreams and the best sleep
Love and Light 
Moonlight

[Portia]

Dear Moon sorry for not responding sooner. Please look after yourself and let your family look after you. Ask them to do things that cause you any pain, they’ll want to do it. We’re not used to asking I think, but our loved ones love us when they feel that they can help us. Please allow them the gift of looking after you! When we help, we feel good, so you can help them feel good!! Okay? I said a few words for you asking that the pain lessens and hoping that surgery date comes around soon. (((((((((Moon)))))))))

[Hopalong]

Me too, Moon, sending you an infinite supply of flowers and hours on the couch...maybe this pain is a chance to learn to receive. It is a gift to the people who are trying to give you support and love, to accept them. (My Dad never learned that comfortablly, and it hurt...) Go ahead and validate their giving spirits...lie back and wallow happily, since that's what they want you to do!!

And Write, mental hot water bottles in lovely designs in all your favorite colors, surrounding you on demand....I hope the twinges are just that, and no worse.

Hops

[write]

I have a story about hot water bottles.

When we first moved to the US I lived in small-town Arkansas.
We didn't bring much from England and one day I went shoppig for various items in the local supermarket.

I couldn't find a hot water bottle so I asked a lady stocking shelves, I was in an exuberant mood and was extolling the virtues of the hot water bottle. She gave me a filthy look and passed me on to another assistant who marched me to pharmaceuticals and without a word handed me- a vaginal douching kit 

I never knew such a thing existed but that's what they called it 'hot water bottle' and I'd been wandering around Wal-mart shouting about what a great comfort and relief they are! 

[daylilyguest]

Dear moonlight,

Sending prayers and hugs.  I hope you can find some relief and get the help you need.

daylily