Today, I realized that I have been "seeing" using theories of Psychology or 'Theories" of my N mother. I thought ,"Why don't I just see using my own eyes.?" I realized that ,now,I can" see" my H. He looks at me with disdain,but I see it.(I know that it is his issues and really not me, ). I can look at people and see them as they are(flawed)----- not black(bad) or white(perfect). I can see weakness in people and in myself.
This morning, I had an experience that only happens in books.I was outside with the dogs. I took my glasses off and I could see almost perfectly. I stood there, amazed. I have read about physical healing after emotional ones. I had it at that moment. I will let you know what happens.
