Dog whisperer philosophy for me!

[Ami]

Dear GS,
  I had a huge "awakening" ,too. It "hit" me that there are two opposite realities. They are SO opposite that only one can be true.
   Either I am worthless, bad and cannot trust the reality of my awful "core"   OR my M is  crazy. It hit me as so simple.
  Then,I thought that I have a core the same as everyone else( maybe a little rusty from non--use),but not "bad" .So, the reality is that my M IS  CRAZY. She really and truly is crazy.
   Then,I felt very free and ready to start to learn how to live life  trusting my "core". It is dusty,but I brushed it off and it is still working.
  We are getting there---GS. You mean so much to me ,as well .                           Love    Ami