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My brother and just life and stuff
Meh:
I didn't respond to my father's email. This morning I composed a few possible responses and I re-realized what I already know that it is futility and to just treat it like a stalker.
Meh:
Pretty much any correspondence or even the thought of it. Or correspondence even if I don't respond back it makes my day more dark. My father contacting me just makes me unhappy because I spent years trying to wean him off of the idea that we had any kind of relationship.
He calls himself dad when he contacts me and it just looks so weird. Like truly in my mind and emotionally I moved away from that concept.
But whatever right.
Meh:
I don't even know what to write about. All of the complaining and venting I have done basically hasn't really CHANGED anything. Maybe it has helped me have some kind of perspective but HAS NOT CHANGED ANYTHING.
One of my current roommates is a family therapist. She is so full of crap. She goes to the food bank and gets free food and then she tries to get me to eat it but I don't want it. She says that she spends a lot of money on the crap she tries to give me like she is doing me some kind of favor but she already told me quite a long time ago that she goes to the food bank and the containers have the bar codes crossed out... LOL that is what they do when they don't sell something.
I think it is sad that so many people put faith in those people who are educated or in a position of authority when in the end all they are doing is bull craping the patient and taking their money like charlatans.
"Have you seen a therapist"..... how many times has this phrased been said? I have seen 1o of them, my brother had seen them and he is dead. My mother saw them and my brother even dragged my father to see one. LIKE WHAT FECKING use was it. NOTHING improved.
Meh:
UNCOMFORTABLE AND AWKWARD. shrug I have to go take a shower. writing this out feh... I am tired of always WAITING FOR THINGS TO IMPROVE
Meh:
Maybe I should not focus on things improving and instead just focus on ... trying to make life more enjoyable?
I'm really grouchy.
My work sucks my living situation sucks. It's tiring.
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