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Meh:
Customer ordered large item over 1,000.00

needed to be shipped  long distance

I spent much frustration spinning my wheels trying to figure out why the item had been lost in transit and no longer traceable

I contacted our representative with the shipping company they had said they had NO IDEA WHERE IT WAS OR WHAT WAS GOING ON

So based on that I of course thought well I have to figure out what the hell is going on..... naturally

I was told by our company management that I am forbidden from contacting the higher contacts with the shipping company.

yet it is my responsibility to make the customer happy and explain the process to them whatever the fuck that is

for me I like to figure out what is going on and then resolve it

Apparently people who do best in my position take a different approach of sweet talking or bullshitting the customer while having no real clue..

the managers also sometimes sweet talk and bull shit me which only makes me not respect them at all

okay who what where when how why or something like that

....

One of the head queen bees was called by my boss.. the result of that was that we were told the reason the item was "lost and not accounted for with no news..

was because of us.

Our business account had a "hold" on it whatever that means. So more or less it has something to do with us not paying..

I am exasperated and dizzy and I am going to lay down for a few mins or something.


And in the mix of it one of my co-workers started working on it. Telling the customer the item hadn't shipped because it was out of stock which was totally wrong. It was in stock and had shipped but was then frozen and no longer moving.

Okay multiply this by other stupid stuff which is also our fault.. massive headache I hate fixing dumb stuff. I didn't even fix anything.

Meh:
I've got a few days off of work. My birthday is next week. I almost totally unmotivated to plan something but that is why I took the time off.

well I will work on it now.

This is supposed to be fun.

Meh:
It's never too late to be what you might have been... "George Elliot"  I guess was a quote by a woman who was never really a man..

How about young again... never comes back.

Hopalong:
Ya know, I think these days birthday serenity, a few peaceful thoughts
and a calm day...are way more important to me than fun.

But if fun is doable go FOR IT!

Art, art, garden, grow...

xo
Hops

Meh:
I am just coming here because I am feeling sad after work today. Guess this seems like a relatively safe place just to record stuff down. I'm self-conscious about coming here and being down too often for what is like socially acceptable before becoming a depressing/depressive presence. So I guess if it's a downer just don't read.

So with that little preface I wish I could elaborate more about this but I'm not really able to pin point what it is.

I can only guess at what it is:

Something about having had talked to a customer who seemed particularly nice or something?  That then made me feel sad idk.

A co-worker asked me to trade shifts with her but it wasn't for an emergency or anything like that it's just a family dinner with relatives who live not too far away so I didn't really want to swap.. and now I feel bad or guilty for saying no?

I'm just lonely in general?  I spend a lot of time in chat, a habit I developed while I was unemployed, but now I come home after work and chat with people because coming home to loneliness sucks?

Me becoming older idk?

not sure right now I wish I knew what else to say
 

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