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Meh:
Since today was a Holiday somehow it was slow at work, I guess most people decided to do something fun and relaxing so didn't call us at the call center. IT was good, I got off of work and the weather was nice. I left an hour early not really sure that I got explicit permission to do so but it was the only way I would catch my bus home. I bought real parmesan on the way home. Made dinner now I am just enjoying the feeling of not being 100% drained emotionally.
I surfed the internet at work, not something I would normally do but hey I did it. I still had to work on a Holiday that most people get off, didn't get paid Holiday time but at least it was relaxing and I have tomorrow off of work because they changed my schedule around.
Meh:
went on a good walk today, place I haven't been for over 15 years-felt like a mini adventure, got to see some wide open farm land, didn't realize how close I was to it, saw horses, fields of flowers and smelled some scented geraniums, my fingers still smell like it --thank god for having the experience of just chilling
Twoapenny:
--- Quote from: Green Bean on September 03, 2013, 11:02:11 PM ---went on a good walk today, place I haven't been for over 15 years-felt like a mini adventure, got to see some wide open farm land, didn't realize how close I was to it, saw horses, fields of flowers and smelled some scented geraniums, my fingers still smell like it --thank god for having the experience of just chilling
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Sounds fab, green, I find the open countryside so relaxing, for me it's how life should be and people making money just got in the way of all of it. Hope you get to experience something that nice again soon xx
Hopalong:
Oh, wow.
I love hearing every small thing that you're responding to,
now that you're out of the shelter and working...
These small pleasures and comforts, like a bathroom,
good grooming, a beautiful walk...
Oh Boat. Gladdens my heart.
May they all continue. And grow.
You are growing a new life.
love
Hops
sKePTiKal:
Hiya green bean... I can relate to feeling that one "should" spend a little time doing the foo-foo stuff and all the conflict surrounding that. I keep thinking how nice it would be to lounge in a bubble bath and do the whole spa thing - facial mask, nails, etc. But the tick-tock awareness of how much time that would "waste" (not really, but that's what's in my head) keeps me from doing it. Like it's shameful to be so selfish for just wanting a little pampering. (It's NOT.)
I just saw your post today; woke up thinking I really need to give myself half a day to spend on "things I want" vs things I think I need to do, again. It's been awhile since I popped the umbrella open, took a book and lounged by the pool all day like some super-spoiled teenaged rock star... (and maybe that's the image that KEEPS me from actually doing it... it's really funny how that works!!!)
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