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Still need to work through early trauma
Gaining Strength:
I just got an appointment for Thursday, to see a doctor to begin treatment with tDCS. So thankful.
The depression had worsened and the psychiatrist I used to see who sees my child suggested I see a GP for antidepressants. I don't have a GP right now so I am thankful to have another solution.
Gaining Strength:
Very good experience with tDCS. Hope to find the money to go back and get on home remedy. Could just order the stuff myself and give it a go. Would be much less expensive.
With the few hours with the depression/anxiety lifted I can see how these triggers really paralyze me. I'm wondering if this remedy can free me to do what I need. We will see.
So much gives me anxiety. But I understand why. Now just to get beyond it.
Gaining Strength:
I am fortunate to have finally come to understand what lead to this great pain and total dis function.
Now to get relief. I'm taking a break from EMDR. The guy is kind but there is a little disconnect. Plus the tDCS treatment yesterday was extraordinary and gives me hope. If I can just put together the money. I can envision a real life. It could be such a relief, such a restoration.
Gaining Strength:
I gave lived my entire life crippled by my reactions to my unloving parents and brothers. Condemning, gotcha - more active than passive.
Now I may have come across something that could free me.
It is scary to hope.
Gaining Strength:
I have lived my entire life with varying levels of depression and anxiety. That window I had recently of a reprieve showed me what life could be. In those hours I felt like a totally different person. I thought differently and I was able to function. It was like being I paralyzed for a bit.
I have seen how my anxiety has shaped my behaviour and it has been terribly isolating. I can't help but wonder if there is any hope of having a group of friends and a social life in the new life I hope to gain.
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