Thanks

[ksdgypsy]

Thank you so much, Jaded, for your birthday post, and to those who replied to my desperate posts below.  It helps more than you could ever know.

My history has been 4 years of an ambivalent love affair, and yes, I knew enough before to know he was an N, and to walk away was the best thing I could do for me....but, I have that frickin malignant optemism.

Any way, I'm trying to stop being delusional, it I thank the baby Jesus for this board, and you special wonderful people.

Hugs all around.