Thank you!! He is totally irrational and I was walking on eggshells last night, tip toeing around, having my kids close by so he couldn't lambast me. Today he is avoiding the subject and as far as I can tell, he hasn't drank anything today. He says he wants to go to church tomorrow - problem is we go once and then the next week he always has an excuse for not going. So we go as a couple about once every six weeks. I go about every other week. I hop between my mom's church and ours. I like ours better but I don't know a lot of people and when he is not with me a feel all alone. Well, my church is the one with the Al-anon meeting so I am looking forward to making that trip and joining other people who are in the same boat. I am sure my husband is freaked a bit because if anyone knows me, then they will figure out that he's an alchy....
Well, he made his bed..........I have been with him almost five years and he has had hills and valleys. Most of the time he's a weekend drunk - including Thursdays...
On another note, I was talking to my mom today and she illuded to talking to a man who had just sold his business................that is good news. That means she is looking into selling...........I hope and pray she sells. I think the guy who buys it will probably hire me back......might get paid a bit less and have to work a bit more, but it will be worth it to work for someone who knows my value and allows me to do a great job!!!
And GS, how did your h die? Was it alcohol related???
